Dreamer or the Dream...

Ever wonder if we're the Dreamer....or the dream? And I just can't get over the fact that life just seems to random......to be random. I string the threads of fate together to make sense of it all.... but when I look at it all I get is a senseless tangle, that much like a spiders web seems surreal, beautiful, and deadly...all at once. And I get the feeling if I could just back far enough away from it, the pattern would start to form, but then I notice is knotted together with other patterns all around it.....and the pattern is just to big to hold....